i've had what seemed like a really great week, now it seems amazingly awful. i have no idea how i've become so generally clueless about street smarts. i feel like all i can do is write amazing papers that really don't say anything new about the state of the world.
i feel like i lost all direction in the center of a desert and i want my oasis back.
and is it enough to say that i want it "really really bad" anymore?